FTH, Jobs, and A Health Rant
Jun. 10th, 2019 03:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alchemistdoctor My Fandom Tr*mps Hate fic is now up on Ao3! Eddie/Venom. I have like 6 Marvel fics I need to write and still need to finish Posh Boy.
On the other hand, still job-hunting, but I'm happily at the Interview stage in most of these applications, so I'm hoping that I'm going to get something soon.
And finally: my body. WTF. Listen. Being a physical human sucks. So much. I can't exercise in most ways because my body is very fucked. But also I don't like gaining weight. Also I'm 27, so why is my reproductive system trying to kill me already? That's not supposed to happen until menopause. Aren't I supposed to have some portion of my life where I get to enjoy my body being young? Cause that's not a thing for me, and I'm feeling cheated. Very, very cheated.
I'm considering saving up for a nutritionist. I want to have a better idea of how to give my body what it needs without boring the fuck out of my taste buds, and doctors get very, very little nutrition training (just FYI). I need a checkup, diagnosis for whatever-the-fuck my ovaries keep doing, and then a nutritionist.
Also, there's a lump on my leg and I don't know what it is, so that's worrisome. As soon as I get health insurance I have so much to take care of, not that I'll be able to afford any of these pipe dreams because I live in the US at the moment. (Dear US of MotherFucking A: Please get on the ball with Universal Fucking Healthcare AKA Helping People Not Die.)
On the other hand, still job-hunting, but I'm happily at the Interview stage in most of these applications, so I'm hoping that I'm going to get something soon.
And finally: my body. WTF. Listen. Being a physical human sucks. So much. I can't exercise in most ways because my body is very fucked. But also I don't like gaining weight. Also I'm 27, so why is my reproductive system trying to kill me already? That's not supposed to happen until menopause. Aren't I supposed to have some portion of my life where I get to enjoy my body being young? Cause that's not a thing for me, and I'm feeling cheated. Very, very cheated.
I'm considering saving up for a nutritionist. I want to have a better idea of how to give my body what it needs without boring the fuck out of my taste buds, and doctors get very, very little nutrition training (just FYI). I need a checkup, diagnosis for whatever-the-fuck my ovaries keep doing, and then a nutritionist.
Also, there's a lump on my leg and I don't know what it is, so that's worrisome. As soon as I get health insurance I have so much to take care of, not that I'll be able to afford any of these pipe dreams because I live in the US at the moment. (Dear US of MotherFucking A: Please get on the ball with Universal Fucking Healthcare AKA Helping People Not Die.)
