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alchemistdoctor) wrote2019-01-17 08:29 pm
alchemistdoctor) wrote2019-01-17 08:29 pm
Tired
This week has been the first week of my last term of Uni. And it wasn’t bad, it wasn’t good, it just was, but I’m tired.
I’m in a course called Coming Out, and it’s actually taught by two lesbians which is v nice considering I was dreading the idea of it being taught by a Straight Cis Person (TM). But I don’t like the way they’ve defined coming out, and they’re very much the sort of people to be like and how do you feel about that, and as a scientist I don’t like that approach to things like sexuality and mental illness and politics, all of which their course focuses on. So anyway I’m very unsure about it and I need to write up a proper essay on it, but I’m already mentally tired and writing more sounds like a Thing I Don’t Want To Do.
All of this to say that I don’t have a real reason to feel so Bleh, but I do feel Bleh, and not having a reason is making it worse.
I’m in a course called Coming Out, and it’s actually taught by two lesbians which is v nice considering I was dreading the idea of it being taught by a Straight Cis Person (TM). But I don’t like the way they’ve defined coming out, and they’re very much the sort of people to be like and how do you feel about that, and as a scientist I don’t like that approach to things like sexuality and mental illness and politics, all of which their course focuses on. So anyway I’m very unsure about it and I need to write up a proper essay on it, but I’m already mentally tired and writing more sounds like a Thing I Don’t Want To Do.
All of this to say that I don’t have a real reason to feel so Bleh, but I do feel Bleh, and not having a reason is making it worse.